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30 October 2007 @ 11:12 pm

You know you look like crap when you're in a decent mood and yet 80% of friends and coworkers you see approach you and ask, "What's wrong?"

I'm finding it really hard to get motivated, like, at all. For anything.

One of my supervisors at my internship is leaving soon, so they want me to work more hours, and take on some of her responsibilities in addition to what they have me doing now. It's terrific, with freelance opportunities, and I'm glad they like what I'm doing enough to trust me with all this, but... It's something I should be really excited about? And I just can't get excited.

I'm really tempted to say fuck it to Halloween. For those of you who know me from california, that's like... blasphemy, right there. What the hell, self?
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vorpal pen: BOWIE (by ignited)vorpal_pen on October 31st, 2007 04:25 am (UTC)
Meh. :)

I know, right? On one hand, I just want to sleep the whole day away, school, work, and celebrations be damned. On the other, I can't miss school, but my enthusiasm for meeting up with people has wained to the point where I want to call my work from the internship tomorrow and ask if they still need any help with the Ron Wood shindig, or see if a coworker just wants to hit a bar before heading home.

This lack of enthusiasm is disturbing.
I was a taller girl too, once.regala_electra on October 31st, 2007 10:03 am (UTC)

But I'm planning on being "sick" today and coming into the city, hon and I'll finally get to go to the parade and...

No, no, I do understand getting hit with a cloud of meh and not wanting to do anything.

Athensgirl04athensgirl04 on November 2nd, 2007 07:50 pm (UTC)
I used to have a co-worker that would do that. I didn't realize I looked as exhausted as a felt until she would so that.